Dad's Cancer and House Fire (3 years later)

So since this my newblog  some of my athiest f friends may not know this. Now three years ago in november my dad died. Now my dad when i was still in high school got cancer in his lungs and other places. I did not know this for awhile because mom wanted to make sure. That scared me it really did. Then he started having a headache and this headache kept going on for like two months. So finally my mom takes him to the hospital to have a scan done. Im in school at this point and i had told mom before i left her that if anything was found out call me and get me out of school So my mom and dad get home to my old trailer and he falls in the mud cause it was raining and mom had told him to stay in the car while she unlocked the house. he gets out and tries to get to the house now he was a big man so he falls in the mud about this time moms gets a call from the hospital and they tell her to get him packed up pick up the results and go to emory. Well i am in high school just minding my own business when i get a call to the office. That was when i got really scared. So then my uncle comes and gets me and  takes me home i ride with with him down to emory.  We get down there wait and find out he got cancer on his brain. Well then we stayed down there idk how long i stayed and missed school. Btw they were able to remove one spot from his brain but the other they couldn't get.Then we come home and all go to bed. The next thing ik mom is waking me up and the house is on fire. And i get out and mom is trying to get dad out who is trying to put the fire out. We get out and were safe luckily my uncle had a place we could all stay at. So life goes on you could imagine how tough it was. And btw i had to go outside in my underwear with no shoes or shirt on and this was in the fall so it was cold. Anyway 4 days later my dad died and then i stayed out of school for  two months after that.

Btw it should be said my mom was the hero but so was our smoke detector because had it not woke her up then we might all be dead. and even thought this is an christian there are really some good people because my school raised like thousands of dollars for us and gave us stuff. My mom's boss paid her the whole time she was out of work. My teachers understood completely.

And btw this isn't the first near death experience ive had because i nearly drowned when iw as little after getting in too deep of water in a lake. One of my friends said to me after the fire and i told her i was unsure about god (aka as an agnostic) she said this was god trying to get me to convert but what kind of loving god would do that? and btw i was an agonstic at the time.

anyway now you know a short version of one of the hardest parts of my life.

and i do think this kinda proves that you dont need "god" to be strong cause after those two months i went back to school and got my dipolma eventually all without "god"..and am now in college..and never got depressed really and im doing good now...of course i was sad and am still a lil sad he strong but still